That I might fill your absence, outline
your body within the omission
That the space is blank, open,
or is your blankness, openness—
You’ve receded in the chronological distance
It’s characteristic of me to go back
I was influenced by you, your enunciation
shaped my voice, there was gravity
I feel your body influence,
as it was wrapped stimulated
around mine, pushing me in a sway
I see this memory dimming, I see
its trajectory, omega point
I am looking for you
beneath the surface of this poem
I want you to emerge
from the smoke, the hallway,
the snow, the black and white,
the cheering crowd, the silent
grassland, the dining room
Poem
That I might fill your absence
Šime Knežević