I was happy in crowds until I met you,
man in nest above the Bullring,
Lama praying in a cave,
but now I want
my nearest neighbour
ten miles away
down a dirt track miles from town
red gum flowering.
I won’t care if my wall of quiet
is fisted by the sound of
an indeterminate engine
because there will be one
but it won’t get through
and I won’t need to hide behind
the slatted pine where
passion fruit is dropped
by a greedy parrot.
For all they say
I won’t be lonely
in my life less shared,
but invigorated
not taking a shower
and making up lies
should a stranger appear
and expect the door
to be opened It won’t be
and when it turns chilly
I am in my hut on McMurdo,
gorging on the belly of a seal,
no manners at all
in this exquisite laboratory
where the only chatter is mine
thanking some god for the physics
of hot buttered toast, a cup of tea.
Poem
Far From
Julie Maclean